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I want to talk so much.
Just talk talk talk.
Cannot stand the quiet, I'd rather have a riot.
Is it extroversion that drives me on,
to have displeasure in total calm?

I need to exchange words,
words words WORDS.
Feel as if a rat in desperation,
as all stay quiet in neutral stations.

Late at night here I stand,
my last resort written by hand.
No dialogue, no reply,
it's like a madness to try and bind.

The words will flow the more I write,
to soothe my social appetite.
Why is this? Solitude grating my nerves,
why am I not one to go without verbs?

Around me people seek moments alone,
to recharge, sure, a method their own.
No other option then, just squirm in one place,
keep my mouth shut, not spew words in haste.

So many thoughts, bottled up inside,
some with opinions far too wide.
I need to talk for them to organize
and lay out the truths from the lies.

Ears to listen, a mind to connect with,
I'm missing most in a lengthy chatter fit.
Too many words, too long the talk,
they think the attention is not enough.

So as I sit here, with untold thoughts,
I'll be the grey then, join them lots.
Maybe it's extroversion, my recharge is chatter,
maybe it's the lack of silence that matters.

All in all, what ever the reason,
too long is the span of my attention.
Heyhey~! :wave:

Liquisoft It's been a loooong time since I've last updated on art and/or journal. The thing is a lot is happening in my life right now, that I barely have a moment to breathe. I've been busy with university (Restoration-conservation).
Also with maintaining a social life aside work and uni.

As I found out I get financial support from the state so that immediately opened up the chance to move out into a dorm. It's basically a matter of days. FURTHERMORE....

Liquisoft  I've  been missing my old drum orchestra so much for these two years and also I contemplated on being an exchange student in Canada. Turns out my old drum orchestra people (along with me) has a chance to go to Canada next summer FOR FREE. I'M GOING TO CROSS AN OCEAN! I'M GOING TO FLY AN AIRPLAINE AGAIN. 
AND... CANADAAAAAA~! Canada 

Liquisoft Meaning basically that I'll be caught up with drum practice and moving and schoolwork and all that nonsense that makes my young adulthood~
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Fall Out Boy - Phoenix
  • Playing: Pepper Panic Saga
  • Eating: Ice-cream
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Wow the second edition to my "Idk what to name it" collection!
Anyway, yes I'm back to dotting and I was in a really foul mood yesterday and I'm pretty sure the world is heading towards a reaaaally big mess. 
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Here are the credits for the loosely used reference images:
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So I've been seeing TONS of these journals so alright!

I first found out about dA when I was 12. My best friend at the time was into photography and making gsimple stamps and gifs so she told me about it since she took some pictures with me. She suggested for me to join so she could link me and I was pretty curious, since I got into art more and more.

So I made an account and it held up for 5 years before some privacy issues had me make a new one. The old one is still there, since it's a reminder of all the changes, fandoms and skillgrowth I went through back then.
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Metsatöll
  • Watching: the screen
Gift for Metsat6ll by JoyousInsomnia
Gift for Metsat6ll
SO I messed with the contrasts so the picture would be actually visible. I'm sorry I don't have it in better quality since I barely finished it in time for the concert. So we snapped a quick pic while standing there.

The story behind this is that a day before my birthday I had decided (since most of my friends ignored when I wanted to plan with them) that me and Hanna would go to Metsatöll's concert. It's an epic Estonian folkmetal band. I've seen some free concerts a few times. This time, a day before my birthday, 1st of August, they were going to have a concert at Põltsamaa castle yard (yeah, exactly where the ruins were, that I went to explore illegaly). My grandma was on skype when I first saw the concert notification, and since most of my friends ignored me for the moment anyway, I decided to go to the concert since I finished work early. Hanna agreed to come as well. We could stay overnight at grandma's then.

So basically I started to work on this the night before the concert.  It took about 45 minutes per portrait. I finished the first before mum sent me to sleep because I had to get up at 6AM. I really wanted to give something back after having a concert that made me feel so damn happy and good. People said II can do it next time, not stress about barely making it. I was like "NO. I NEED to do it for THIS time." So after work I finished the second portrait. On the bus to Põltsamaa the third and at grandma's the last one just in time for the concert.

We went there and luckily they came up a tad later, giving me the opportunity to take a pic of this. Albeit low quality. I just hoped that maybe I can have the opportunity to give it to them.
So the concert started, the crowd was far more responsive than in Tallinn, so after 2 songs everyone finally closened to the stage. Now something happened that I did not expect. They asked for 4 girsl to volunteer to sing "Oma laul" with them. I'm sure 99.9% of Estonians know the song. So I was like, I'm a girl, I can sing a bit. I raised my hand up high and I was instantly pulled onto the stage. Turns out I was the only one not reluctant at first.

My eyes widened because the crowd was huuuge, last time I saw it the castle yard was half empty (being in the front rows and all). The crowd was singing along so wholeheartedly our voices didn't even reach out from the speakers. But we still had a lot of fun, headbanging with them and all and it was seriously a dream come true already. Best birthday ever.

After the concert they said they'd be by the tent so I waited until most of the fans got their autographs (I got mine from the previous concert) and then I approached them and told them I wanted to give them a gift. They were so taken aback and happy about it, I wouldn't have expected them to react so positively. So that made me sosososo happy. They also asked me to write my full name behind the picture!

For once I used my skills practically and I really wanted to give back something to them for giving such epic concerts. i succeeded. I asked them if I could take a pic with them and they were like "Ofc. Ofc!" They were also very satisfied with the concert, so they promised to come there again if the opportunity arises!

Best. Day. In. My. Life.
Compensated for every bad or uncelebrated birthday I've ever had.
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Heyhey~! :wave:

Liquisoft It's been a loooong time since I've last updated on art and/or journal. The thing is a lot is happening in my life right now, that I barely have a moment to breathe. I've been busy with university (Restoration-conservation).
Also with maintaining a social life aside work and uni.

As I found out I get financial support from the state so that immediately opened up the chance to move out into a dorm. It's basically a matter of days. FURTHERMORE....

Liquisoft  I've  been missing my old drum orchestra so much for these two years and also I contemplated on being an exchange student in Canada. Turns out my old drum orchestra people (along with me) has a chance to go to Canada next summer FOR FREE. I'M GOING TO CROSS AN OCEAN! I'M GOING TO FLY AN AIRPLAINE AGAIN. 
AND... CANADAAAAAA~! Canada 

Liquisoft Meaning basically that I'll be caught up with drum practice and moving and schoolwork and all that nonsense that makes my young adulthood~
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Fall Out Boy - Phoenix
  • Playing: Pepper Panic Saga
  • Eating: Ice-cream

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Estonia
Heya~ :wave:
I'm a girl with various interest, the dearest of them being of course drawing, writing my book and drumming.

My main forte is traditional realism (greyscale portraits) but last year I've actively tapped into digital art and worked on improving my personal non-realistic style~
This year year my aim is to bring more colour vibrance to my works which at the moment I'm not so skilled at doing.

I love (yaoi) manga, can't deny that ^^; Even though I consider myself a closet fan.
Also, best dessert ever is rum chocolates with icecream.
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:icontriinuarjus:
TriinuArjus Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Tänud watch-i eest! ;)
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JoyousInsomnia Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No probs! :D Väga vinged tööd sul!
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trilljacker6534 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014
Happy Birthday Dance!Party:icongoldenplattercakeplz::iconrainbowbummiecakeplz:Have your cake and eat it tooPartyDance!
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JoyousInsomnia Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww thank youuu!
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myneea Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday bby :iconsnugplz: ~ <3
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JoyousInsomnia Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
AWWW thankyouuu :iconbrohugplz:
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myneea Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome :iconbrokissplz: ~ <3
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Crowgirl98 Featured By Owner Edited Aug 2, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! :33
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JoyousInsomnia Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankyouuu!
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Crowgirl98 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student General Artist
You're very welcome! ^^
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