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Hello, please help me achieve premium membership :please:
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  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Reading: Vasari, of pigments
  • Watching: YOWAMUSHI PEDAL AKA ALL THE SOULMATES
  • Eating: Lotta stufff
  • Drinking: H2O

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JoyousInsomnia
Ann~
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Estonia
STREAM CHANNEL: www.picarto.tv/live/channel.ph…
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Heya~ :wave:
I'm a girl with various interest, the dearest of them being of course drawing, writing my book and drumming. That's just the top three, I could keep on listing~

I'm in various fandoms, so do expect some time-to-time fanart~ ^^
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What an adventure it has been.
Started off with a stare that nailed me to place,
continued with glances that made my heart race.
Evolved into a dance that left me dazed,
to thoughts I was ashamed.

A light madness set into me.
The spark inside me lit by sparse texts,
the song worthy for angels followed next.
The devil's drink caught me off guard,
for then I almost went too far.

I was hovering over a line.
No one could view the indecision concealed,
the conflict, only which departure would heal.
The texts grew fewer as days passed,
it was right, I gave up at last.

...

I didn't expect another spark.
Nights were sleepless with refueled maddening fight,
though I had grown stronger, I knew what was right.
Then an unexpected calm washed over me,
almost too strong- shockingly suddenly.

The following times were wonderful.
The peace of mind as nothing would break me,
I could add to the music that sounded so heavenly.
It all connected while music was played,
in a manner I healthily became to crave.

I couldn't believe I was this strong...
The moment of truth I hoped in quiet had passed,
it was too much to hope for, when the question was asked.
Before the answer would have been different,
yet then only the end was there to offer.

...

It has truly been an adventure. 
A source of inspiration through all this time,
a wondrous play of mementos to mind.
Sometimes fingers hover seeking reconciliation,
but I click away. There's no destination.
An Overfelt Adventure
It's not free verse but it's not exactly concrete so :shrug:
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Welcome to the Dark Carnival by JoyousInsomnia
Welcome to the Dark Carnival
Skull facepainted person :iconuniversalrobot:
Photographer: The photobooth :XD:

Okay backstory to this, we had a carnival event hosted by our university, and of course I jumped at the chance to wear facepaint, so I made myself a mime. I hadn't found Hanna once I arrived because I barely recognized her with that epic skull paint she'd done. We look like some antagonist duo or something. LET'S BRING FACEPAINT INTO EVERYDAY FASHION~! 
(Yeah, I rarely wear makeup but suddenly I have the enthusiasm to paint my whole face. ALL OR NOTHING I say~!)

I have a feeling I shall make characters out of these, because I am really fond of the photobooth 4-picture strips we got (I always wanted to go to a photobooth that directly printed out pictures, so it's a tiny dream come true~).
It was fun walking in the streets like that in the early morning, strolling home.
And yeah, that title is a Homestuck quote.
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  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Reading: Vasari, of pigments
  • Watching: YOWAMUSHI PEDAL AKA ALL THE SOULMATES
  • Eating: Lotta stufff
  • Drinking: H2O
STREAMING THE FIRST EDITION OF RAREPAIR STREAMS
www.picarto.tv/live/channel.ph…

(Dedicated to wonderful :iconzoryanny: who made the following LOVELY work)

FraEst by zoryanny
AND THIS WONDERFUL WORK IS THE INTRODUCTION TO MY RAREPAIR STREAMS
(Also accepting other Hetalia rarepair doodle requests)
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Reading: Vasari, of pigments
  • Watching: YOWAMUSHI PEDAL AKA ALL THE SOULMATES
  • Eating: Lotta stufff
  • Drinking: H2O
Perfectionism ruins me.
The way every fault cuts like a knife,
while it should only scrape.

The way it angers me to blame myself,
as blaming others is no answer.

I'm lost, helpless within,
not enough to show yet,
only to be pathetic in my expression.

Mind is racing, without a pause,
paralyzing, sending into passive panic.

Nothing gets done, nothing is let go of.
Four walls, barely light to shine,
as eyes sting, but not enough.

Dying down into a passive state,
sleepy, depressive, resigned one.

The emotions build more so,
give it a day, give it a week.
Then eruption breaks my breath.

But yet, most of the cries stay unheard,
echo between the four secure walls.

Let it out, scramble for purchase,
until nothing is left but air,
filling the emptiness within.

Then let it start again,
without a trace of faulty composure expressed.

Let perfection ruin me.

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SeeJonesyRun Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you kindly! 
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danielramosruiz Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!!....A greeting.  Daniel
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Dark-Indigo Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks 4 fave...:)
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Kociepierogi Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015  Hobbyist
And thanks for the fave! ;D
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George-B-Art Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for add Dreams to your favs !
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JoyousInsomnia Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
WAH thank you! I didn't see cause it didn't show up in my Mentions  O.O
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kach-back Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the +fav of my Owen Sound Sunset watercolour painting, it was nice to be working on something warm and inviting as a summer sunset in the cold of winter here. :-) (Smile)
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Vampgirl26 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fave and the watch, your support and enjoyment of my work is much appreciated!!!
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Negatic Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Professional
Thank You for the fav :happybounce:
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