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Old HomeI'm feeling like a bond is getting disrupted,Old Home by JoyousInsomnia
untangled without care.
It's painful and makes me cry,
the indifference on a level I did not expect.
The way you let me decide,
the way your voices are detached when talking to me.
And you're alright.
It seems right I guess.
I get out of the way,
I sacrifice what could be lovely memories,
so you can have those moments,
because reality with me would be different.
A home I never felt I fully belonged,
I hoped you'd miss me more.
I wanted to visit more,
with past behind and a cheerful anew.
But instead I can't even step inside,
without feeling myself crumbling
under the harsh reality of how things are.
Without wanting to run away.
Because it's true.
You're all happy now,
and the key was always me.
So enjoy your harmony,
it overrides the bond that's crumbling,
the one I never wanted to crumble,
but I can't justify the stay.
With each passing day,
It's becoming difficult,
why to keep it like this?
I won't come home agai
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