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An Overfelt AdventureWhat an adventure it has been.An Overfelt Adventure by JoyousInsomnia
Started off with a stare that nailed me to place,
continued with glances that made my heart race.
Evolved into a dance that left me dazed,
to thoughts I was ashamed.
A light madness set into me.
The spark inside me lit by sparse texts,
the song worthy for angels followed next.
The devil's drink caught me off guard,
for then I almost went too far.
I was hovering over a line.
No one could view the indecision concealed,
the conflict, only which departure would heal.
The texts grew fewer as days passed,
it was right, I gave up at last.
I didn't expect another spark.
Nights were sleepless with refueled maddening fight,
though I had grown stronger, I knew what was right.
Then an unexpected calm washed over me,
almost too strong- shockingly suddenly.
The following times were wonderful.
The peace of mind as nothing would break me,
I could add to the music that sounded so heavenly.
It all connected while music was played,
in a manner I healthily became to crav
Pyschological TraitPerfectionism ruins me.Pyschological Trait by JoyousInsomnia
The way every fault cuts like a knife,
while it should only scrape.
The way it angers me to blame myself,
as blaming others is no answer.
I'm lost, helpless within,
not enough to show yet,
only to be pathetic in my expression.
Mind is racing, without a pause,
paralyzing, sending into passive panic.
Nothing gets done, nothing is let go of.
Four walls, barely light to shine,
as eyes sting, but not enough.
Dying down into a passive state,
sleepy, depressive, resigned one.
The emotions build more so,
give it a day, give it a week.
Then eruption breaks my breath.
But yet, most of the cries stay unheard,
echo between the four secure walls.
Let it out, scramble for purchase,
until nothing is left but air,
filling the emptiness within.
Then let it start again,
without a trace of faulty composure expressed.
Let perfection ruin me.
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I'm a girl with various interest, the dearest of them being of course drawing, writing my book and drumming. That's just the top three, I could keep on listing~
I'm in various fandoms, so do expect some time-to-time fanart~ ^^